How would you respond to this?"The Orthodox more preserve Judaism through particularism, insular communities, indoctrination, existential unawareness, defensiveness, conditioning of reward/punishment including threats and acts of excommunication, mafia business like ethics, closed-mindedness and self-righteous (holier than thou) stances on authority. It is ironic that Orthodoxy should claim It has the truth only to deem ppl like me heretics, too psychologically/philosophically oriented, throw conservative rabbis into police questioning for making a marriage betwren Jews, and the like, when it seems given these premises they seem to produce a more propagandized and totalitarian approach (especially w regards to the rabbinut) coupled with more automoton davening than anything related to open-minded, existentially aware, humbled truth seeking. The difference is a claim regulated by conditioning and fear vs the actual guts it takes to be universally truth seeking. I often wonder how much the Orthodox for example truly know Navi and wisdom from other religions. When the fear of losing a label is far greater than exploring the existential rabbit hole of self it takes to know the truth, then the agenda is suspect in regards to its emphasized value on fear vs truth. In such, fear seems to very much oppose the premise of letting go in order to let God, which would seem to be the premise of truth, especially in regards to religion. Explain how given such, you have any real truth over fear and propaganda."